Day 14 of Shamelessness

Day 14: Hold yourself accountable — not guilty — for something crappy you did to someone else.

I was an asshole to you. I drove you away. I made you feel like shit, and you didn’t deserve that. My anger wasn’t with you, but you were there so you got it all. And instead of dealing with my misplaced anger, I picked out all your minor little faults and made them into mountains. I don’t deserve you in my life. Even though I miss you to pieces. And when I see a photo of you I sometimes cry. Because I miss you so very much. And I know it’s all my fault. I’m sorry I was an asshole. And I’m sorry that I drove you so far away that you won’t even read this. I’m sorry that I made you feel like shit. I’m sorry that I pointed out faults that weren’t really faults. I’m sorry I threw away a decade of friendship. I’m sorry I didn’t know how to say I’m sorry before now. I did this. And I wish on all the falling stars that I knew how to undo it.